being on paxil you wouldnt think i be getting as depressed as i have been.
but the last few days at work have gotten me really down.
there was a problem with a guest his credit card was over charged so he was refunded his money.
well aperantly the charge never went all the way thru so he shouldnt need a refund. of course this was info found out days later. and since i was the one who worked the night it was done im being told i may have several things done to me. one i have to pay the amount that was refunded which was close to 3000 bucks or my boss will press charges against me. so either way thursday afternoon i may be arested or fired or who knows what else.
i accepted this job cuase a friend hooked me up i was offered 200 a week ( which i have since learned that he is saying its 200 every pay week only now) and a hotel room. well 400 a month is not worth the headaches the life threats ( hotel in pimp ville) and the backstabing of co workers. but if i give up on the job im told im just lazy damed if i do damed if i dont. then people wonder why i used to hide in my room and be a hermit.
im ready to give up im ready to just quit. my job my life my everything.