Greetings,
This post is actually a request for insights on a topic I am usually familiar with. I need to qualify it before I actually ask any questions, so I thank you for your patience.
When I was growing up I would hang around most with my 2 older sisters. They were both deathly afraid of dogs for some reason and so taught me to be.
As I grew older I studied the habits of wolves and coyotes, just so I could better understand dogs and overcome my near-phobia. I even took a job in a kennel just to be around them, although this was working mostly with puppies.
A few years back we visited a farm with a small zoo in central NH. When my family appraoched the wolf pen, the very shy and reclusive inhabitants stood way in back as we walked by. But when i walked by they started charging the chain-link and worked themselves up into quite a frenzy, do to no action on my part.
A filed ths event under G for "Gee, that was strange" and have since gotten 2 samll breed dogs for my children. I have no ssues with them as I assume the "alpha male" role.
Now, here is my quandry: A few weeks ago I passed a local wolf sanctuary and was compelled to go visit although I was not able to at that time as it was closed. It is a popular location with members of my coven but I have never been there. Then just last night we were doing a spirit guide meditation. I know my current spirit guide but this time he was no where to be found. Instead had a very challenging encounter with a very feral wolf. He did not attack me but resisted all my advances violently, and I left the island/meditation meeting place somewhat shaken.
I believe my next step is to return to that place again in meditation, but I'm wondering is there more I should be aware of? I am very well versed with spirit guides but am sorely lacking insight with wolf medicine. I gratefully accept any insight you may have on this matter.
Blessings