Reflection

• Posted by Mystic Angel April 29, 2013 - #  - 1,021 views

      It's been awhile since I've done any type of meditation. It's been a little rough lately so I figure tonight is a good night for a little divine inspiration.

   

  (recent past) The First two cards I pulled are The Well Watcher which represents Divine power and wisdom, which is what I am seeking. The second card is the diamond dreamer which represents material, or true prosperity. Though they are opposite both describes where I was just a week agao and where I am now. I made a mistake and took a job that I thought would be perfect for me and bring in some extra cash to the family. Going aginst my intuition, I took it and it was hell. I traded my soul for matrerial wealth per sey. Not that the raise was huge, but it was something. And I paid dearly for it. Sometimes our intentions can be quite pure and innoscent, but it doesn't mean it's the right path for us. I was lucky or blessed enough to be able to get my old job back and I was welcomed back by so many of my co-workers. Though it doesn't fill the wallet, it filled the soul and for the first time in two months, things are finally starting to get back to normal.

   

      (present)  The next two cards which were thrown at me are The high Lady of Love and Compassion which represents reverance and the Sacred Union which represents partnership. Though I did not feel God nor did I see him, the way that everything turned out, I have no doubt he was there working through the veils of spirit and the physical. It is also what I desire now. To balance my spiritual and physical. I need to feel him. To reconnect to that sacred union. I know that going back to my old job will help me with that simply because having a consistant schedule will allow for time to plan that time. I know I am on the right path. I just need to spend a little quiet time just being still.

   

  (near future) These two cards are The Ringmaster of Scrutiny which represents clear vision and The Lady of The Lightning which represents paradigm shift, whatever that means. Though this card often represents a type of change, I feel that in combination with the other card my vision will become clearer. I will not always want to see what I see, nor may I ever understand, but I do know that in order to see the things I do want to see, I will also see that which is more unpleasant. You can't tell your eyes to see only the flowers and not the browining of the leaves. We can try, but to see some we see all. This is my destined path. To see heaven, I must also see hell. My abilites will grow because that is what is meant to happen, but moreso, because this is what I desire.

  Everything is within. All worlds are within. The veil is within. The light is within. Everything is within.