Today has been a great day for me. It's not often I can say that, but it really brought some real prospective to me. At first it started a bit rough. I had a nightmare last night that left some lingering feelings but I went to research a case I had been working on which forced me to put my personal feelings aside and focus on more pressing matter's. So I channeled that energy with great results which made me feel like I accomplished somethng truly meaningful. From there my stomache started feeling upset. So I told myself " Come hell or high water, I'm taking my kids costume shopping and we are going to have alot of fun." So my husband and I took the kids to Halloween Spririt Store. So we walk in and it's like a Halloween Paradise! Display's of walking maniquines that look like zomies rolling around, werewolves that spit water at you, spiders jumping out at you, I mean the works! It was like a FREE haunted house! We had a blast! But no costumes, so we went to Party City.
My Husband calls 411 to get the address and as usual get an automated system that needs more words added to it. So he talks into the phone "Party City" the fake lady responds "Ok, Tolettries" OMG!! It was so funny. My husband was like " what?, how did she get that? " So I explained that the computer girl thought he said " Potty City". I guess you had to be there. So we had a great time, came home and relaxed a bit.
As I was typing this I have no idea how this happened, but when I used the caps button my letters became lower case and visa vers. I think the universe is defiently giving me a message and that message is that life is to short.
There is a time for everything, A time to work, a time to play, a time to laugh and have fun and a time to channel enough energy to change the world. There is also a time for change and to start making some changes in my life. I realized today how much power I really do have, yet I channel very little of that into my own life. Today was great, it was fun, easy-going and most of all balanced. I miss that. I miss playing Rayman with my kids, never gettng past bandland after an hour a half of playing, I miss my radio show and giving readings, I'm missing out on life and I miss my life. Life has felt like a Hurricane tossing us one direction or another, and I've allowed myself to sink. The more I think the less things flow naturally. Today it flowed perfectly. The up's, the down's, the all arounds. It's things like this that make life fun and exciting. It lit a fire in me I thought was long gone.
I need to make some changes. I knew it was coming, I could feel it for a couple of weeks now, but thinking about the day, the energy around it, it was like when I told myself the hell or high water part, it was like a spell I cast. I made a choice and things seemed to fall into place. Making choices isn't a strong area for me, especially since I have a tendancy to over aalayse everything. But just like a spell, I made a choice and released and it produced great results. I need to do more of this.
Anyway's, thanks for reading and have a blessed night!
I made a choice and released and it produced great results.
Trust is the key. Thank You So Much!