I feel like it's been my whole life, I smile, I laugh, I frown, I cry, I'm looking searching
forever lost.....
In the mist of all this God gives me a blessing so sweet; A miracle I was told I was never to
have...
The joy thay bring into my life, the reasons thay give me to keep going...
When my strangth is gone all hope is lost, it only takes a simple smile, to bring me up just
enough....
I can't help but wounder if I'm doing what is best...
Or am I only getting them as lost as me?...
Why was I given such responsibility?...
The choices I've made have caused such pain...
Did I wait too long to make it rite?...
Still I smile, I laugh, I frown, I cry, looking searching forever lost.....
And God does it again, puts us on the same path....
The look in his eyes, the sound of his voice, the touch of his hand....
Still self doubt comes creeping in....
Confusion, depression, too much to bear....
Thay see it, thay feel it, i need to make it stop....
Thay shouldn't carry this burden, it's not theirs to live through....
How do I change things, keep it my own?...
How do I work through it and make it go?...
They make me so happy....
And yet I still fall into this hole....
Still I smile, I laugh, I frown, i cry, looking searching forever lost... don't know where to go!