Hello again, my fellow pursuers of Truth. I have had a stressful past couple days but for now things seem to be Balanced enough for me to write a little.
I want to try and speak of the things I have going on around me with as much decorum as possible. That is to say that I really don't want for ANYONE to flippantly write me off as suffering from un-controlled paranoia -I am not.
The problems that we have been seeing on television and all around us, in regard to this whole Global War On Terror; the BANKER/VAMPIRES BLEEDING THE REGULAR FOLK; The fact that we have a Homeland "Security" head that is pushing this "See Something-Say Something" CRAP, making every Zealot Citizen think they are CIA because of this InfraGard.
Well, I am here to tell you ALL that I am being marginalized by this. I live in an area where most of the people think that our government should be forcing people to be christian. I speak a message of peace and tolerance but I also speak the Truth. This means that I have pointed out to everyone who will listen, that Secret Societies have been put in place THOUSANDS of YEARS AGO with the SOLE INTENT OF SUBDUING THE HUMAN POPULATION. There are MANY PEOPLE HERE WHO THINK THOSE BROTHERHOODS ARE RIGHTEOUS. THEY ARE NOT! Their OWN WORDS PROVE IT!
I am absolutely AGAINST anything to do with any violent extremist group. Yet, because I have long hair, a nose ring and am FINALLY laying it on the line trying to make my Gifts From Goddess/God convince people to WAKE UP -while at the same time HOPING BEYOND HOPE and WORKING HARD to make my music support Our Family - I have somehow or the other been villified because of this.
I have had a rough life in ways. I have spent over a third of my life in prison -to serve habits that really should have never been illegal in the first place, but THEY ARE and it took me a LONG time to put it aside, if only to stay FREE so I can help CHANGE THE WORLD.
I was a wild child from the time I was 11 yrs old, while at the same time being incredibly naive to a lot of ways my fellow Humans manipulate for peronal gain -ME INCLUDED! And while it must be acknowledged that 11 year old boys should NOT BE LEFT TO LEARN LIFE ON THEIR OWN, I OWN MY MISTAKES! I ULTIMATELY MADE THOSE MISTAKES. I PAID FOR THEM!
I am now 39 yrs young. I have no person that knows me that thinks any more of me than, "Oh! You mean, Carly? The Froot Loop pipe-dreamer that thinks GOD TALKS TO HIM!?"
I not only KNOW that God and Goddess DIRECT UNIVERSAL TRUTH TO ME! IT IS EVERYONE THE MESSAGE IS FOR! And we were ALL meant to play a part in the Spiritual Transfiguration that IS THE MEANING OF THESE LIVES WE KEEP HAVING TO GO THROUGH!
By my INTENSE MEDITATIONS and study of ancient Spiritual texts, I have come to the conclusion that Humankind has Cycled Through AT LEAST TWICE MORE THAN WE SHOULD HAVE! And any one of you who have done the same, if you come to a different conclusion, there are either EDICTS theat have been forced onto you, or there is an element of greed and Skirting Karma that motivates your thinking.
I am truly saddened if this offends, but facts are facts.
I KNOW that I have people who follow me into the different groups and communities I am attracted to. Please DO NOT TAKE ANYONE ELSE'S WORD ON ME! Let my ACTIONS and my WORDS be what forms your opinions. If, after that, one comes to the conclusion I am not worthy of your Friendship -
So Mote It Be!
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Added March 30, 2011
A Friend to ALL I will remain...I have popped in from time to time since Mr. Jones chose to to troll my Path. This is what bothers me about being online and being a non-confrontational-type; I chose to take the High Road, and not send personal messages to to anyone. Just let the days go by and see who would actually be a Solid Person...So far, only one I had corresponded with before that garbage has been a real friend. I can't say it doesn't hurt to realize that no person I've met here didn't defend me. It does. But I can't say I expected much more. I will remain open to anyone who chooses to be cordial. I will stand by everything I have ever written, because It Is FACT! The only thing I have going for me in this world is that I know the Truth will set Me Free. When the Time for Facing the Light comes, I will face it Stoically, and unblinking -because I KNOW I only had the Quest For TRUTH in my BEING! SO MOTE IT BE!