My world it’s still spinning
The changes immense
Feelings are raw
Emotions intense
My strength of will
Challenged this day
Loneliness and fear
Are now holding sway
I’ve can quite hold on
My foolish mind
It’s taken over my heart
But it’s just for a time
Soon I will be back
To the woman I know
But right now this weakness
Has got me in tow
I know it’s all part
Of the process of pain
And when it is over
More strength will be gained
It’s just surprising to me
How the pendulum swings
How we can be knocked down
By the smallest of things
My health is it is good
My refrigerator is full
I don’t know why I complain
For this emotional low
But I have work to do
My calling is clear
I can’t get it done
With sadness so near
So if you’ve a moment
I ask on my knee
When you say your prayers
Will you say one for me