Posted by Priestess Kittie M
May 21, 2013 -
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thought that I'm not living in my past. However I want to believe that, mentally I still might be. He's never given me a reason to suspect anything off colored about us, and I never really have. But my anxiety flares up from time to time and its like I'm so used to getting hurt somehow in the end that its become a natural thought and part of my life. I want to change this, desperately and I think its time to take more steps in that direction. As much as I have never really trusted counselors, I think I am going to call a few in the morning. :(