Well as it turns out, the path I ended up on back in 2013, was not the path that I was chosen to be on, but I had to get my start somewhere even if I end up on the wrong path. It's all about finding your own way home. As I began, I thought I was called by the Christian God to lead his ministry, but I was deceived and thus ended up lost. A lot of darkness and negativity within the Christian path, so I started looking for a new way home, I traveled through the Hebrew world and yet still found negativity and darkness! Old and New Testament brought more evil in my life than I already had. Please before you attack me, please let me explain!
Before I found my wife, I was still searching, thus when I found her and we got married, I got ordained around the same time. It was a very fast connection and I started walking the Christian Path, believing just as the book had instructed me too, and yet already created a very negative environment between me and my wife. Something just doesn't seem right. No matter how many times I prayed to the god the book said to pray to, nothing got better instead things got worse. But I placed my trust in the book and kept pushing on no matter how rough things got.
I take my preaching to the streets, and I was attacked by everyone of the Christianity faith, only respect I had gotten was by a little old lady who was on her way to the black Jewish Church, but yet even negativity existed as well in her for she judged everyone for the way they looked and dressed even walked and talked!
"What nightmare did I just get myself into?" I thought to myself.
People of the Christianity faith threatened harm to me, my property and even attempted to crush my spirits and I just couldn't understand why, I thought I was on their side!
Well to cut a long story short, I finally found my home, thus was with the Anunnaki all along and yes it is because of what I have experienced that convinced me I was at the right path! When I prayed to the book god, I got no answer, no vision, not even a simple reply! But so far as I prayed to Marduk the Anunnaki Lord and Almighty God, the true GOD OF CREATION, Three out of three prayers he has answered!! Although it may seem far fetched that a god other than that of a book had actually answered my prayers, I stake my life on it!
Not only has he answered my prayers, he is also guiding me day to day on how I should conduct myself, he is even becoming my life coach as he is currently working with me on balancing my negative side and my positive side, and using my anger not as a wrath but as energy to keep my path in endless motion!
Thus by creating a balance within myself, I will succeed in creating balance within my Coven!
Ever since I have finally found my way home, I just can't stop of thinking of how awesome it felt to finally have a god that is not only my master but my teacher and friend as well!
MARDUK TO ME IS THE REAL GOD OF CREATION!
Explains a lot as of why I am so drawn to thunder and lightning! Marduk has been calling out to me, and I feel so bad that I waited so long to finally see it and now that I have answered his calling, I shall die serving only him and my Mother Earth!
