This evening is the first day out of the hospital. To much to go into, so I won't try. I think I have my focus back. The thinking brain is catching fire. I love God, His Son and the Holy Ghost. I found believers where I didn't expect them. I think God was sending me a message. Using man's world and his ways, and not using prayer and/or asking for help, was my mistake. I understand more now, why there was only one set of footprints on the beach. They weren't mine. Moving forward and up. I love all. I still believe the same things, however now I feel I can act. And you know I like to quote songs, All You Need is Love
"There's nothing you can do that can't be done
Nothing you can sing that can't be sung
Nothing you can say but you can learn how to play the game
It's easy
There's nothing you can make that can't be made
No one you can save that can't be saved
Nothing you can do but you can learn to be you in time
It's easy
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need"