Now What- I continue to ask myself, what should I do now that I have not already experienced?
There are many things I will not try.... But I have worked 70% of my life; had many girlfriends;
Researched many religions; had a great family- not my own, never been married....
So is that it, get married and have kids? I think not, the world upsets me so in so many ways
I would not want to subject my children to those negative ways....
Perhaps the winter gave me light deprivation, made me moody with the cold and rain and snow.
I only pray my savings account will get me by until the day I lie passed away.....