My past decisions, in-decisions, my loves, my losses, regrets
I find myself on this, my 40th year on this earth, not reflecting on those things but those things that have yet to come. Though, those things and many more have made me the person I am, I look to the things that will make me the person I continue to strive to be. A person of honesty, courage, morals and beliefs.
The new adventures ahead. New Loves and yes, even new losses and regrets will be lessons still to be learned. But yet, what will always be remembered and remain are the past blessings in my life, the new blessings to come and my faith in the good of all.
The Mystery of letting; nay allowing life to unfold in front of me, continually fascinates and humbles me as I continue this journey I must follow. Just 16 days before this day, I have already received a new blessing in the form of my second God Daughter (Scarlett Alexandria). I see in her eyes the world and what it can and should be. A re-birth within myself has emerged as I ponder what lies ahead for her. What exactly that is, after thoughts enter and exit my mind, except for being loved, I have come to the realization that I do not dare to believe I am that wise to know but there's never been a better time to dream.
What I do know is, I myself am not yet inclined to resign to maturity.
Blessings and blessed be
Rev Jeff